Okay, okay, okay... It's not a crisis, I just thought it was clever, you know, like Mid-life Crisis? Whatever, nevermind. Let's get to the point... I am frustrated. Not because of my Week 4 goal, that's going fine (except for right now when I should be doing something else, but I need to vent). It's because I have every reason in the world to be happy, but I'm not. It's extremely frustrating. I'm thinking I just need to get back on my meds, but you know, I was doing so well for so long. But, perhaps, that's just the way my mind works.
I had a second paragraph. I typed it 5 or 10 times and then just deleted it. I decided to just not say anything more (except this to let you all know I wanted to say more, but decided that today I just don't have it in me to write how I feel appropriately).
Tons of love to all of you, even if it's just one of you. : )
Hey lovely, hope you're feeling better. This is something I've been struggling with. I really think I should be happier, ya know, but I find it hard to get to a good place for some reason.
ReplyDeleteI think my feelings stem from feeling isolated so much of the time. None of my good friends live close. Actually, none of them even live in the same state. So, I find myself just doing things solo all the time.
If you don't feel happy, you shouldn't push yourself, but at the same time, would you be open to "faking it till you make it?" Sometimes, this works for me. Other times, not so much. But worth a shot maybe. xo